逛完宜家 感觉家里的东西都该换了！！

今天很happy！现在都不困！但是肩膀疼了！还是睡觉去吧。

哎。。郁闷的事儿就是我能吃能睡的。。可是感冒还没好！而且今天流鼻血了！

长这么大没流过鼻血，这一个礼拜之内流两次鼻血了。。0_0！

难道。。。。。不会吧！！！

我睡觉去！god bless me！！

特别鸣谢：感谢小80的白炽灯效果 （请原谅我画的一点点眉毛 唔哈哈）

I have been workless for one month. But my life was always very full and busy. Or maybe I could say that I was busier than the old work days. Firstly, I should declare that there is still no reply form HP so far. I have to be hanged on for several days. I know that someone is more worried than me. Because, there are people who care me and always pay close attention to me. I really appreciate your supporting.

With the ending of my love, I am aware of the importance of friendship. I never thought that I could be such quite calm in one month. Also I become more mature now. I want to ascribe my progress all to my friends’ help. I love you all.

No more complaining. The only thing we should do to the fickle wheel is to face it with a big smile. I have read many articles whose content was mainly about process and results before. No matter how clear it was described, sometimes we can’t understand the writer’s meaning absolutely if we never experienced. And now, I can feel that process is more important than the results, though most of the times process is painful and very long. I think I can enjoy it now.

这个月失眠比上个月厉害，都是工作给闹的。。

想起了Gump里的那句话 Life was like a box of chocolates, you never know what you are gonna get.

我真的是never know！

 

最近我有一明显的变化，就是。。从上个月开始我就不那么能吃了。

最近几天更是不爱吃东西。无论多好吃的饭菜。

连我最爱吃的水果，也没有被我捧在怀里不停的吃。

值得高兴的是，我又不知不觉的96斤了。无心插柳柳成荫，哈。

想当初为了减肥，又运动又空腹的，折磨毁了才到96，之后几天就反弹回102。。囧TL

所以，以后不再刻意减肥了。

 

现在心情很复杂紧张。。好像好事儿会马上统统降临！又好像那些希望只不过是擦肩而过！

很讨厌在半空中被摔下来的感觉！很讨厌！与其那样不如不曾被举起！

无意间被点名了 写25个可以说的秘密。终于凑齐25个了，再写就会把不能说的秘密也写里了。 — —!

 

1.小时候没什么理想，就想每年期末把三好学生和优秀干部的奖状交给老妈。

2.很情绪化...

3.每当我看到那么多人活的没我好的时候，我就会暂时感觉比较满足。

4.每次看到 蓝猫淘气三千问 之类的动画片就来气...觉得凭什么这种东西居然能放映！！！

5.我从来不去酒吧舞厅之类的地方，也不想去。

6.老爸老妈分开后我就很少有机会旅游了，也许以后会有人带我到处旅游吧。

7.一直非常非常想去玩过山车、蹦极这类刺激游戏，但是由于高度近视，我怕我疯狂完就视网膜脱落。所以这

辈子也不会去玩了。

8.老友记，看了很多遍，但是最后一集只看过一遍，每次都不看最后一集，认为他还没完，然后再从前面看。

9.我一直不会攒钱。为了理财，有好几次都坚持记账，都没坚持到底。

10.听说外国人没有中国人聪明，他们比较单纯，所以我想去国外生活，也许那里适合我生存。但我得先考过雅

思！！

11.有时候会想，要是我失明了，谁会一直陪着我，然后每次都想不出来。

12.非常羡慕会弹钢琴的人，我这么长的手爪子怎么当初就学书法了没学钢琴呢？！

13.我很擅长模仿别人的作品，但是如果有人剽窃了我的idea，我就很气愤。哈哈。

14.如果我说我眼睛好久没发炎了，肯定第二天就发炎；如果我说我N年没感冒了，肯定很快就感冒。

15.有时候觉得，也许每个人的眼睛看到的颜色都不一样，就像每台显示器显示得有色差一样。

16.下午自己在家睡觉的话，十有八九会被鬼压床。

17.不知道什么叫成熟，感觉说自己成熟的人都是在假装自己很成熟。

18.不看韩剧、台湾偶像剧，更爱看经典欧美电影。

19.我在画一本关于我幸福生活的漫画，才画了不几页，就失恋了，早知道当初就抓点儿紧把整本画完了。

20.喜欢给人起外号...外号越多关系越好 哈哈

21.不十分相信这个世界有神仙，但我相信有灵魂，有轮回。

22.努力脱离亚健康状态，我想长生不老。

23.鄙视“开会”这个词，也许是因为我没参加过什么有意义的会议吧。

24.讨厌抽烟的人，讨厌酗酒的人。

25.看到这个数字就想起某人。

“我变了”看着你的短信，我傻了，尽管我感觉到你变了，尽管我本来就是个傻子。

执意的打电话给你，也许我就是想让自己听一些更伤心的话。

感觉真累，可是老爸不让我睡觉，说伤心时睡觉对身体不好。

那。。。我看海绵宝宝去。

 

Taylor Swift-love story

we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes and the flashback starts
i'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
see you make your way through the crowd
and say hello, little did i know
that you were romeo, you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
and i was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
and i said
romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and i'll be this princess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes

so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
so close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
oh, oh, oh
'cause you were romeo, i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
but you were everything to me, i was begging you please don't go
and i said
romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes
romeo save me try to tell me how it feels
this might be stupid boy, but its so real
don't be afraid now we'll get out of this mess
it's a love story
baby, just say yes

i got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you is better
when i met you on the outskirts of town
and i said
romeo save me ive been feeling so alone
ill keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head, i don't know what to think
he fell to the ground and pulled out a ring
and said
marry me juliet you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know
i talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
it's a love story
baby, just say yes

oh, oh, oh
we were both young when i first saw you

Monday, March 09, 2009

 

Today’s work is still design the official website of our company following the boss’s instructions. I spent all day to modify the menu system which drove me crazy. IE6, IE7, FireFox…. Why are there so many kinds of browsers? Why can not the same code shows the same appearance in these browsers? I really don’t like spending time on such thing! >_<

 

“The important thing is perseverance.” This sentence is applicable to many cases. Such as study, losing weight and love. And with the passage of time, I can understand this sentence more and more profoundly. Think back on my own experience, I was interested in many things but usually do them by halves. Now, I promise to stick on my English studying no matter what happens. About losing weight, I’m a little disappointed. Because I have do exercises for every day. I have climbed the stairs for several weeks, but neither lose weight nor thin legs. Maybe that’s not enough. I should do more effective exercises, such as stand on my head as “L” for half hour every evening. I can do the handstand and English listening at same time. What a wise girl am I! >B]

 

Since became an office worker, I have regarded Monday as the longest day in weekdays. On Monday, I am usually very tired and sleepy, even aching all over. But to my delight, today has passed. Tomorrow is another day. Wish I could feel more energetic once I open my eyes tomorrow morning.@u@

Sunday, March 8, 2009

 

Haha, today is an important festival——Happy women’s day!~\(≧▽≦)/~

 

Today, Betty forced me to accompany her to buy a mobile phone. Because she wanted to buy it to her father who is a little presbyopic. How filial she is! After browsed couple of malls, we found that most of the famous brand mobile phone are not suit for older people. While the home-made brands are more considerate, and monopolize this part of consumer. The large font size, the simple operation, the multi-function and the low price are the advantages of home-made mobile phone. Of course, the appearance is not bad.~ At last we choose a newest cell phone which brand is ‘K-Touch’. It is said that the sales of ‘K-Touch’ ranked second to NOKIA. By the way, I found it not only a cell phone but also a flashlight, a money detector, a radio, an mp3 player…. Very strong!@o@

 

Then I bought an mp3 for listening English, and some natural vitamin C. I planed to practice listening during the time when I go work and back home. I also planed to eat vitamin C every day. That’s good for my health. In fact, I hope my skin color could get whiter in this summer, haha~ Let us wait and see! ^^]

 

About study, I thought I could learn and practice more during this weekend, but there’s always something happen. I really feel guilty now. My mother has said that life is a proccess of solving different kinds of problems. That’s absolutely reasonable! Anyway, cheer up and move on!! >B)

March 7, 2009 Saturday

 

Damn it! Dead tired!!

 

Today I got a task for extra gains! My duty is to design a new look for a storefront. At the very start, I was happy and exciting for designing it. However, it was too hard to satisfy the shopkeeper.

 

He told me that I could feel free to design it. So I down loaded many materials and make pictures happily. But when I sent the sample to the shopkeeper, he always felt not enough! After I modified them many times follow his instructions, he still felt not enough!! I tried to be more patient and concessive, but it only made him more excessive. (The more patient and concessive I tried to be, the more excessive he would be.)

 

That’s really freaking me out!!  My head is splitting all day.555…

I have to go to sleep now. Wish tomorrow a happy day with Betty.

 

Ps: ↓this is the heads of last month (February), mingled hope and fear

March 5, 2009 Thursday

 

Today is my first day to start writing diary in English. Maybe the sentences are not idiomatic enough, but I am sure that I could make a great progress after couples of weeks! Now, let me have a list of today’s tasks.

 

This morning I didn’t have breakfast, it’s really rare for me. I was just not very hungury and eager to reach company early. Then I could get back home early, too. About the weather, there was a tiny rain in the morning. I was lazy to take an umbrella and ran to the bus stop.

 

When I was about to begin the task after reviewed the words which I recited yesterday, Winter came and assigned me some new task which I prefer. Actually, the task is to finish a new edition of a foreign website. I’d love to do it because it’s a website of western food. The whole frame which is colorful and beautiful had been designed by the foreigner. I love the task, so I did it quite fast. Maybe I will finish it by tomorrow noon.

 

Almost forgot! There was an interesting thing. I got off work and waited for the elevator. When the elevator door was open, I saw nothing in it but flickering light bulb . Although I was afraid, I walked into it alone and pressed button “1” . The light bulb still flickering, at that time, the door open at floor 22. A handsome guy who was waiting elevator saw me and the flickering light bulb. He could not help said “ Oh! It’s awful !”. I laughed and responded him, “Yep, I was frightened, too.” Then he went into the horrible elevator. We both felt relieved when we got the first floor. Later, I found that my hair was straight, shoulder-lengh, and down, just like a female ghost . He must be more frightened than me! Haha….

 

Oh！It’s 22:40 now! I must go to bed! Last night I didn’t have a good sleep, so today ached all over. Hope me a good sleep tonight!

 

This is the place where we had our first date. pizza hut

 

this is a new place

we love eatting~

love this atmosphere

cheese rice and pork!